Tiny suffering

I could hardly find satisfaction from my work although it's busy, although it's DB, although everyone admires me, although I can read novel at work, although there is Haagen-dazs in fridge...
What I get from HR is simply a contract with simply a figure on it without any allowance stipulated. Sb's handwriting on my contract is quite ugly which I could not bear. I even do not want to take it back home for its ugly handwriting on my such important documents. I hate DB's HR.
Sorry, I'm just complaining. I know there must be some wrongs that I have to suffer. I know, just little complaint.